Tạp bút: Cảm khúc chiều cuối năm
(QT) - Ngày cuối năm thấy lòng xao xác, chợt yêu mấy câu thơ: “Ta quê hương lại thiếu một quê nhà/Chiều cuối năm nhìn những chuyến xe qua/Mấy mươi năm vẫn một chiều rất cũ/Vắng tựa trong lòng vắng thổi ra”.* Thời gian như chớp mắt. Mới đó mà đã bóc hết 365 tờ lịch. Bao nhiêu gương mặt lạ quen lướt qua trong trí nhớ. Những công việc đã làm, đang làm và còn dang dở…Tất cả dường như dồn nén, bề bộn hơn khi thấy cánh én chao nghiêng ngoài ô cửa, thấy nhà ai khệ nệ chở về một chậu hoa mai. Tôi đã ...
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